I m caught in Neither-Land. I m neither here nor there. Having alot of mix feelings lately, and what supposedly was meant to help me, at times fail me. I hope there will not be anymore, anything or anyone who will add on to my misery, at least for the time being. Please? I m carrying shackles of burden in almost every area of my life right now. But I do not expect anyone's sympathy, I only request for one small favour.
That is your simple act of love of leaving me alone sometimes... It certainly would be most appreciated. I realize that giving in too much, to basically almost anyone, they would just squeeze every living crap and shit out of you. Taking you for granted. Leaving you dry and down to bones.
I hope there can be something, or someone that would make me feel a sense of joy I've not felt in a long time. Something that can make me smile and feel I m free from every worries. Even just for a minute, to feel that sense of relaxation. And thereafter, giving me the strength to carry on, fight on and press on. A motivation doctor would do me good. Should there be a miracle water for it, I will gladly pay.
Fantasies are not a solution. Simply because, that is what stimulates a person to procrastinate is the addiction of your wonder-imaginations, it binds you from moving on. So kill that thought. Shed some light into my reality. Will You?
If you need a hero, I need a break...
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